The Power of You

As a doctor, I know that my field of medicine is both glorious and simultaneously fallible. We don’t understand everything about the bodies that our souls carry around, and that can be humbling to us. At the same time we understand a lot. Certainly we know a lot more than we used to, and we are continually studying and trying to learn more.

I sit in exam rooms with patients and families, eager to partner. I spend my life reading and learning and thinking and re-thinking how to communicate what I find out with my patients. I listen and encourage and explain. I tell about how diet affects our insides. Our sleep, energy, attention span and our bones, our heart, our skin, and our mind. I explain about fiber and about how bacteria in your gut eats the fiber to make your own Ozempic – for free! I explain about processed food and upset stomachs and calcium in oranges and protein in potatoes. I explain about endorphins from exercise, and blood pressure lowering from meditation. I write “prescriptions” for outdoor time, positive social connections, and decreased electronic interactions. ALL of these recommendations have powerful health effects, are cheap and affordable, and-this is the best part-are given and taken by YOU. You don’t need me as the doctor, or the pharmacist, or insurance, or the surgeon general of the United States. You just need you. You have all the power.

Because I will always be honest with you, I will tell you what happens most of the time I give these recommendations. My enthusiasm is met with a half smile and nod and a request for the pill medication.

I happily believe in medicine, Jolly Hearts. I am a big fan of modern medicine. Birth control and immunizations are responsible for saving more lives than the best trauma surgeon. Antibiotics are amazing. And who even thought of a machine that uses magnets to look inside the body?? (The MRI) We should all welcome modern medicine.

But we should never step out of our own power. We own our body. We get but one body for our precious soul. It is the job of us to nourish it, connect it, rest it, and move it with love and intention. (The six pillars of Lifestyle Medicine)

Jolly Heart, I want to share with you the doctors’ best kept secret. We want you to know who has the most power over your health. It’s not us. It’s YOU!

I don’t know where my field of medicine is headed in the next few years. But I do know that I, as a doctor, will continue to learn, read, speak, and encourage everyone I meet toward good health. I know who I serve and I know who is in charge: It’s you. It’s us.

Thanksgiving

The leaves are falling, mornings are cooler, and travel plans are being made. It’s November! And that means Thanksgiving.

This will be my second Thanksgiving after changing my diet to a whole food plant based, and this year I am pulling out recipes and planning all sorts of great tasting feast dishes. But, last year, I remember Thanksgiving looming like the great “test” or the big hurdle to cross over. A lot of my joy of the season was sucked away as I worried about the food. Would I need to turn into the weird relative that insisted we all eat a tofu dish shaped into a turkey? Because that sounded horrible.

I decided that if I wanted turkey, or anything else, on that day, I would eat it. This way of life isn’t about feeling deprived! It’s about abundance and enjoying. I decided that I would try a new plant based recipe as a side dish: roasted acorn squash filled with chickpeas and wild rice with a tahini dressing drizzled on top. You can find the recipe I used here:

I also made fresh cranberries, roasted brussel sprouts tossed with a whole grain and apple cider dressing, and mashed potatoes from cauliflower. This year I plan to add this apple pie:

https://nutritionstudies.org/recipes/dessert/apple-pie-that-wont-make-you-die/

As it turns out I was totally unprepared for one fact: I didn’t want to eat the turkey. After 6 months of eating whole food plant based, and enjoying an abundance of great food and feeling great, I had prepared for the day by saying to myself that I “deserved” some turkey on this national holiday. So I sat at the Thanksgiving table conflicted. I had a plate full of delicious squash and rice and beans and potatoes and cranberries, brussel sprouts and rolls. But as I looked at the platter of deliciously well-prepared turkey headed my way, and it surprisingly didn’t look as good as I remembered. In fact, it looked like it would hurt my stomach. The cook did an expert job, and so I am not referring to the cook when I say what my tastebuds relayed to my brain. It looked dead and greasy as opposed to alive and flavorful.

In the end I skipped the turkey and I don’t think anyone noticed. I enjoyed a feast of sides and realized that Thanksgiving probably had always been about the sides anyway.

And I practiced the rest of the lifestyle medicine prescriptions. I walked outside, I sought out positive social connections, I let unreasonable expectations and all the associated stress, go up to the universe, and I sipped on some tea and counted my blessings under the stars after the last dish had been done and the last guest bid goodnight.

The result was a Thanksgiving to remember; one where I really gave thanks for the people around me, the time together, and the feast of delicious food in abundance.

Cholesterol Checks and Ukuleles

Wednesday was a day full of caring for health in obvious and usual ways and in ways that might not be fully appreciated.

In the morning I went to the doctor for my annual check up. We discussed “being healthy” in the way of traditional health system medicine. This is important involvement and commitment to my health. I did my annual screening blood work, checked weight and blood pressure, and discussed needed preventative tests and vaccines. The great news included that my cholesterol continues to fall, my blood pressure remains normal, my weight is marginally lower than last year, and most importantly I have sustained the 25lb loss for a year’s time. Committing to a whole-good plant based diet and the other pillars of Lifestyle Medicine is paying off big time. I was struck again by how cheap this “treatment” has been for me. It has saved me money in medications and follow-up doctor visits, been low cost to implement, and payed big dividends.

Also great news is that this is *not* the year that I will need to put on my big girl pants and get a Shingles shot or a colonoscopy. But when those things come due I have committed to my doctor that I will do them.

This is what we traditionally think about when we think of “health care”. It is doctors offices and blood work, vaccines and colonoscopies. It is critical to health. But it is an incomplete prescription for health

Wednesday evening I went to the first meeting of “The Highland Ukuleles” offered through my church. I had never played-or even held in my hands-a Ukulele. But, I was intrigued by a small instrument that seemed designed to sing out joy into the world. I contacted the leader of the group who enthusiastically encouraged me to come. She was able to offer a ukulele that I could use because someone had donated two ukuleles to the church for just this purpose.

So I showed up. I was handed a ukulele and some sheet music showing me how to place my fingers to produce the correct chords, and I took my place among a group of people ranging from beginners to the experienced. I learned the C chord and happily strummed it when indicated as we practiced. I sang songs ranging from “If You’re Happy and You Know It” to “Jingle Bells” to “If You’re Lonesome Tonight” by Elvis. It was joyful and fun and I could feel my heart singing with the community laughter, and my brain growing in connections as I started to teach my fingers new ways to be useful.

The two events of Wednesday were equally important to my health in complimentary ways. Health is more than the important blood work and screening exams. Full health can be fun, and should be fun. Research studies, Blue Zones, and my experience all support this truth. Good health is made by, and for, joyful living and connection with others.

So I have been practicing my ukulele nightly and have learned three new chords as my husband listens to me sing out “Amazing Grace” and “You are My Sunshine” from the couch each night. And in a few years time I’ll get my colonoscopy; although a temporary dragon tattoo on one bottom cheek is something I’m considering for the occasion. Because, Jolly Hearts, joy and connection are just as important as removing polyps. These elixirs for health are free and can be brought into any day by our choosing…and perhaps aided with a ukulele in hand.

Practicing Lifestyle Medicine-October 23rd, 2024

I’m back from vacation! I took the six pillars of Lifestyle Medicine with me on vacation, but it’s time to get back into the regular home routine!

  1. Sleep- over my to bed at time to get my 7 hours.
  2. Stress Reduction- Morning Prayer time with coffee and a 5 minute meditation at the Y after exercising.
  3. Physical Movement- A run on the treadmill and some Tabatha’s for strength training
  4. Positive Social Connection- I spent some time with the husband since he was off on a post-call day and met some friends for coffee.
  5. Avoidance of Risky Substances- i don’t drink or smoke, but also for today I avoid added sugar. Just for today.
  6. A Whole Food Plant Based Diet- Meals are pictured below. Missing from the pictures is my snack of hot tea with my black bean brownie-Yum!

And that’s how I practice Lifestyle Medicine -the 6 pillars-just for today!

Taking My Medicine on Days Like These

Some times life hands you sunny days and peaceful times. Ahhh…those are so nice. *sigh*.

Other times, like today, life hands you clouds and hurricanes, political intensity, young adult college applications, mid life hormones, and work meetings on zoom.

It is days like these that I purposefully lean into the six pillars of Lifestyle Medicine. It is more than tempting to set them aside and pull the blankets over my head, but in my experience I never feel better laying around going down The Weather Channel rabbit hole. In the old days I might just pull out the wine and try to handle life from a nice fog, but I discovered that life is always still there waiting for me.

So ESPECIALLY on hard days I treat this like real medicine in a pill. I have six prescriptions that I need to take today to stay healthy. The prescription never asks if I *feel* like taking it. It only tells me I need to take it.

This is what this looks like today for me:

  1. Physical Movement: The world seems to be cancelled for a hurricane. Local school is cancelled and we are all racing to charge our devices and make our coffee before the power goes out. But, for now, the YMCA is open. So, it seems anti-hunker-down-worry-mode-mentality, but I go to my 545 HIIT class. I take my medicine
  2. Nutrition: I drink water and make myself a whole-foods-plant-based breakfast of grape-nuts and blueberries and bananas. I have mentally already planned and prepped my lunch and dinner even if the power is out. Tragedy and bad weather make me want sweatpants and Oreos, but this morning I will do as prescribed.
  3. Stress Management: I got up and did my prayer time as usual and took time to do 5 minutes of meditation after my exercise, my prayers and meditation were scattered as my mind jumped around with all the work meetings and clinic schedules needing to be down today in the midst of power and travel unknowns. It wasn’t my best effort, but I did as prescribed to the best of my ability.
  4. Restorative Sleep: Last night (and tonight) I put down my phone before bed. I read a fiction book to give my mind a rest and let my eyes get tired. I reminded myself that tomorrow will still be there tomorrow and I can set it down for tonight. It’s doctors orders as I picture myself setting it on the shelf by my bed.
  5. Social Connection: I will reach out to those with personal connections to the areas hardest hit, and to my neighbors. I will be of service if I can, and use my voice and my actions to communicate and remember that we are all here together on this wild ride of life. It might be unpredictable but we don’t need to, and in fact can’t, do it alone. It’s a prescription to plug in to life, not just the power outlet.
  6. Avoidance of Risky Substances: Today I will not drink the storm away or engage in mindless scrolling. I will make a plan for the day that includes rest and things enjoyable, and walk through the plan to keep my own mind from getting lost and looking in the wrong places for peace and rest. My mind needs this medicine on days like today

I don’t know what today will hold, but I do know that you and I can do it together, and living out Life’s Medicine means we can be the strongest and most resilient selves to show up.

A New American Health Plan

I am a physician who was raised and trained in the traditional medical system of my time. As medical students and resident doctors, we learned about diseases, drugs, and procedures.  We perfected how to take a history from our patients using open-ended questions that still pointed to the pertinent positives, and how to do a physical exam to allow our patient’s body to speak to us in a different language.  We enthusiastically learned to look and listen to any body fluid or X-ray image we could reasonably obtain for more clues.   This is traditional medicine from the point of view of a medical doctorate.

But there were more critical, if not more oblique, lessons. With the long hours and even longer nights, we learned to be service-oriented leaders.  The body became a great mystery to solve, the mind even more mysterious, and while none of us ever found the soul in the gross anatomy lab, we learned quickly at the bedside that the soul was there somewhere.  We could, after all, feel it leave the body as we learned how to say, “Time of death: 1739.”   None of us will ever forget the room and the faces that looked back at us the first time we uttered these words.

I carried all these lessons with me as I sat in a meeting of administrative leaders who were part of our large and corporate health system. We were  welcoming our new heart failure specialist. I stared at a PowerPoint slide with a pyramid shape used to describe how this new heart failure center of excellence would serve patients.  At the base of the pyramid were the patients who had mild symptoms of heart dysfunction and only needed a few drugs to take to manage their symptoms.  The pyramid climbedupward with increasing levels of medical intervention until you reached the pinnacle of the LVAD or left ventricular assist device.  This device is implanted into your heart and pumps your blood around your body for you because your heart can no longer do the job.  A miracle of modern medicine for those of us who felt like we had lost a war each time we pronounced “time of death”, and a great source of revenue for those who cared about the bottom-line of an extensive health system

After over 25 years in medicine, I have seen this change happening in the background.  It has changed from a ministry- a ministry that doctors are still taught- to a profit-oriented business.  Physicians like me still practice the ministry of the body, mind, and soul at the bedside with pride, but now, there is a force hovering thickly around us that does not see it the same way.  Instead, some others started to see us as the widget makers on an assembly line.  We were told to work harder and faster and be more amicable for those good reviews to maximize billing and revenue.  We physicians all shrugged and let a lot of it run in one ear and out the other or swatted it away like an annoying mosquito because when we were with our patients, it was still a ministry to us.  Alone and face to face with our patients, practicing our calling, the rest seemed to be paperwork by very peripheral people.  

But that day, in that boardroom, I stared at the pyramid of increasing medical interventions and saw the patients.  I saw the money coming out of their pockets, their graying skin, and their short breaths as they tried with increasing futility to get the oxygen to walk a few steps.  I saw their grown children with worry on their faces and the renovated homes with hospital beds on the first floor because climbing stairs was an impossibility.    I saw this pyramid for what it was, and I wondered, “How can I possibly keep myself and everyone I love as far away from the pyramid as possible?”  In a modern day healthcare system, health has already been lost when you step in the door.

It became clear to me in that singular moment, that our healthcare system did a very important, job of treating disease.  Treating disease lends itself to business.  But caring for health is not a good business in this model.  Healthy people do not use drugs or procedures or need LVADs.    We who are physicians can tell you that while it will never be profitable in the way of a corporate business spreadsheet, it is an integral part of our heart’s calling.  It is our ministry.

This is the story of the seed that was planted that day in my mind. A seed that I wanted to nurture and feed and grow into a new kind of American healthcare system that would, at its best, minimize the need for disease treatment as much as possible. I stood 25 years ago in a still clean and starched white coat with my hand raised up and promised to “first, do no harm” to you; my life’s calling.

Workout Wednesday: Less than Perfect

I want to envision myself leading the perfect healthy life. My diet, my exercise, my temper , and my hair all just cooperate perfectly. Every. Single. Day. I once proudly told a mentor that I was a perfectionist. Without hesitation she replied, “Well, I can always tell when someone has a problem with dishonesty.”

Because perfect is dishonest. It is not a true part of being human. Sit down to hear me say this: You will never get it perfect. This applies to all your hard work on fixing your spouse too. It is slightly disappointing news, right before it is freeing.

Two facts were true this week. I had Covid and I really need my exercise time for my mental health. There was a time when the sudden intrusion of illness, or any big life event, would mean I would skip exercise because I couldn’t do it “perfectly”. By this I would mean that I couldn’t go to the HIIT class, or I couldn’t give it my usual effort.

But this week I stopped expecting myself to exercise and just considered a goal of “body movement”. I wasn’t sick enough to be stuck in bed, so I put shoes on my feet, and good music in my ears, and walked a mile outside on a “photo walk”. This is a walk where I take pictures of things in nature that I find beautiful. It is good for the soul.

Then I did 12 squats x 2 on a bench, 12 lunges x2 on a flight of stairs, 12 toe taps x2 on a parking bumper, and 12 tricep dips x2 on a garden fountain. There are many things on a walk can be used for strength training and making your own gym is creative and fun!

I then used my Tabata app timer to jog a minute, walk a minute, for the mile back to my home.

It wasn’t my best workout. It was far from perfect. But the truth is that right now my body is not at its best. I’m not perfect. But adding gentle movement to my day is always a win.

What I Eat Monday: A Bean, A Green, and A Grain

It found me this weekend; the big Covid. I hardly have any symptoms, but I am trying to stay away from other people who might be more vulnerable. I am also doubling down on my nutrition with extra vitamin C and colorful fruits and vegetables for antioxidants.

It is times like these that I am glad for a stocked fridge. A few days before I had cleaned out the fridge and I had found:

Leftover baby carrots and cauliflower pieces from hosting a book club

A few getting squishy spaghetti squashes, and a few miniature butternut squashes from the garden

A handful of small round potatoes

A few red peppers. I was unsure if they were sweet or spicy

I chopped them all up and spread them on baking trays with parchment. I sprayed them with cooking spray, sprinkled them with salt, and roasted in the oven at 400 degrees.

I like to set the timer for 10 minutes and then check to see what veggies are done, flip all the others around a bit, and put it all back in for 10 more minutes. I repeat this 3-4 times or however much time is needed. This is a great activity for me to combine with laundry and other chores around the house as I can do other tasks in the 10 minute intervals.

This is how I food prep and how I tend to arrange my meals : A Bean, A Green, and A Grain.

Breakfast is shredded wheat with blueberries and soy milk. Let’s substitute blueberries for the green because it’s breakfast, the mini wheats are the grain, and the soy milk is the bean.

Lunch is a curry split pea spread on sourdough with mixed greens, fresh cucumber, some of the roasted veggies, and some added sugar free cookies that I had made after roasting the veggies. The greens are a handful from store box, the bean is the curried split pea, and the grain is the sourdough bread.

I snacked on some edamame which I love as a way to increase the protein in my diet. Dinner was take- out Indian that I ate with my husband on the porch while properly socially distanced. The bean was the chick peas, the grain was the rice, and the green was a handful of greens I added for fun.

It was delicious food that nourished my body and gave it fuel to fight the Covid. I hope everyone has a great week…and Happy Plant Eating!

Chasing Peace

I have spent a lifetime waiting for peace. Working for it, wrangling it, and negotiating with it. It’s been a lot like a laughing toddler slipping from my grasp and running ahead as I tried to wrestle it back into place.

I was positive that if I got into medical school life would finally be good. Only to find that, wait, no, if I get into residency it will be settled. This turned into peace once I find a job, once I get promoted, once I complete my thesis, or once I get perfect patient experience scores. Then, surely, I will finally be able to sit on top of my career aspirational mountaintop and rest.

I prayed once in bargaining fashion to find someone to marry, and then twice that we have a healthy child, and now repeatedly that these teenagers make it to adulthood without killing themselves. I’m sure once they find someone to marry, or once everyone is settled and happy, that then I can sit on my happy matriarchal couch and enjoy the situation.

I have told a friend that once I lose this weight, once I run a 5K, once my blood pressure is fixed, once I finally take up yoga, or when I retire and finally have more time, to de-stress and meditate that then I will be able to feel at peace and healthy.

I can’t tell you how many times in my life I am sure I finally will be rid of my worries and challenges and find peace, IF (insert desired outcome).

But sadly, chasing the outcome-based peace never came and stayed for more than an hour or two. There was always more work to do.

Most recently I was riddled with fear about this country’s upcoming national elections. I was full of what my husband describes as “piss and vinegar”. I was giving my political speech to him, throwing noble-cause punches into the air, all while still in my jammies.

But, he had to go help a friend move a refrigerator and I needed to get dressed to meet my friends for coffee, and so we both needed a little reprieve from my fervor. My husband easily stepped away from me, but I was stuck with me, and needed a little help.

I did what mentors have taught me and tried a prayer to help locate some peace. (I truthfully always do this reluctantly and as a last resort as I run out of my own solutions.)

Maybe you’ve been there too: Peace being held hostage to the future and a present full of fear that is hard to manage.

Soon after that prayer I found myself with friends talking about upcoming surgeries and other scary things, when an awful truth wedged its way into my consciousness. With the flash of a bright light turning on, my mind held the thought, “It won’t be done on November 6th.”

With this thought came a full and powerful realization that I will wake up on November 6th, and there will still be work to do. I will still need to figure out how I will be a citizen, how I will model to the younger, how I will build bridges to neighbors. I have this work to do today, AND I will still have this work to do later.

And strangely, that is where I found peace today. It was in the realization that it will never be done. There will always be a sunrise that comes with a day full of decisions about what work I will do. The assignment may change from school to residency to job, or from babies to young adult children, or from working for one civic issue that matters to another, but it will never be finished.

When I realized this truth, peace stopped being something that ran ahead of me like a laughing toddler trying to get away, and instead climbed right in my lap to be in the middle of the wild ride, with an eager face that said, “So where are we going next??”

What I Eat Monday! July 8, 2024

Welcome to a new feature called, “What-I-eat-Monday”. On Mondays I will show you what I eat in a day on a whole food plant-based diet.

Today was a special Monday because it was the first Monday back to work after vacation week. I always make sure to dig into my Lifestyle Medicine principles during these transitions. I got up and exercised, meditated, and checked my blood pressure.

Then I ate a breakfast of oatmeal, blueberries, cinnamon, and soy milk and packed a lunch of leftover Chickpea salad, pita bread, greens from the garden, and cucumber salad

The chickpea salad is just some chopped veggies like celery, carrot, green onion, with raisins and chickpeas and then mixed with oil free hummus thinned with some fresh lemon juice. I sprinkle cinnamon in there too for a surprisingly great flavor.

For a snack I had some fresh nectarines and some whole grain cranberry pecan bread.

Then I made a quick and easy dinner of Quinoa taco meat. This is so easy to do as you boil veg broth (1c) and add in 1/2 cup quinoa, 1TBSP chili powder, 1tsp cumin, 1/2tsp paprika and 1/2tsp oregano, with 1/4tsp each of onion and garlic powder. Boil for 15 minutes.

This is the MOST yummy taco filling! Toppings are cabbage, tomato, avocado and salsa. I love these taco shells as we’ll

After dinner it was time for a walk and some garden time to unwind

I hope you had a great Monday and cheers to a good lifestyle and a good life!